Go Big Or Go Home: I Went Home

by freeandflawed on October 21, 2009

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I have a gambling problem. I know. I hate that it took a trip to Vegas for me to figure that out, but it was bound to happen. Don’t worry, I’m not addicted to the sounds, lights and crazy smells of the casino. I have the complete opposite problem: I hate it. And I suck.

At first I was completely mesmerized by the lights and sounds inside the casino. “Ooo bright, shiny, loud things! It sounds like winning!” Yeah I was sucked in… until I sat down to play. I was nervous. I’ve never gambled before unless you count Nintendo Blackjack. Oh, and then there’s that one time where I won a card game on a train ride to Detroit. I was 10. I didn’t know what was going on. Plus I’m pretty sure I bought a troll with my winnings – a Minnesota Vikings troll none the less. I KNOW! Anyway…

So I sit down by the nickel slots because lets face it, I can’t afford to risk it. I play a dollar and manage to win $2.70. Convinced that I’m going to lose that, I cash out (I know) and walk over to the money machines. The woman on the other side was cashing out $1,000 and making sure to count each hundred. So I decided to count my change. All seventy cents. I had more time to kill so I sat back down and played my $2.70. I lost. I had $.15 left and I couldn’t play anymore. I didn’t have anymore dollar bills and I didn’t want to put a $20 into a nickel slot, so I cashed out… at $.15. Hot damn.

Later I used my ticket to hide the gum I was chewing for the previous two hours. Best $.15 ever spent.

By Sunday I hated being there. I wasn’t looking forward to walking around different casinos and watching people win money. The smells were starting to get obnoxious and the sounds were overwhelming. People kept getting in my way and the carpet made me dizzy. Needless to say I don’t think I’ll be spending much time inside casinos any time soon.

Morals of this story: (1) Don’t leave me alone in Vegas. (2) Someone teach me how to gamble. (3) And for the love of jeebus will someone show me where I can get a giant cup of alcohol?!

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1 Arielle October 21, 2009 at 7:55 am

Someone definitely needs to teach you how to gamble! I love playing craps and blackjack, especially in Vegas! Mmm Vegas. I miss it.
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Jenn Reply:

So uh, feel free to visit me in LA and teach me how to gamble. Then we can take a road trip to Vegas!

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2 Erini October 21, 2009 at 9:02 am

I think I would share a similar fate in Vegas. But I’ve never been, so…

I also have a low tolerance for stupid people and especially stupid people in large masses — either that or I have a weird high tolerance and I just overwhelm that a lot ’cause I keep going to places filled with them (like Michigan Ave on a Saturday in the summer…)

Anyway. LOVED this post. Seriously, if you ever consider an MFA in Creative Writing, I think you should go for it! :)
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Jenn Reply:

Thanks for the compliment :)

P.S. While a complete crazy place, I think winning and/or seeing LOVE would be worth another trip!

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3 blaez October 21, 2009 at 10:19 am

yea…vegas…too much for this girl and i’ve never even been there! i have a deeeeep aversion to gambling (my sister’s mom is a huge gambler…) and loud noises and too bright of lights… i’ll most likely never go to vegas.
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Jenn Reply:

I suggest that if you ever do find yourself in Vegas to spend as much time as possibly by the pools at Mandalay Bay. Unless you hate water, you’ll love it!

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4 Ladyrock October 21, 2009 at 10:27 am

I have zero interest in seeing Vegas. I’ve avoided conferences there so far and hope to keep that up.

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5 Joy @ Big Time Fancy October 21, 2009 at 10:27 am

Mmmmmm giant cup of alcohol….

If you want, before you leave – I’ll teach you to read a Daily Racing Form and then you can bet on ponies intelligently?
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Jenn Reply:

That would probably come in handy at some point! I’m doing drinks with some friends on Saturday night. If you’re not busy/working you should come! (If you are busy I’m trying to plan a dinner thing during the week for folks who can’t make it Saturday.)

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6 Jay October 21, 2009 at 10:36 am

I’ve never been to Vegas, but I could teach you all about gambling. Except for how to lose graciously; that part never gets any easier.
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Jenn Reply:

I’m not a very gracious loser as it is. Especially when playing Sorry, Monopoly, Life… pretty much any board game.

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7 MinD October 21, 2009 at 10:42 am

Gahh, I wish I had that issue. I’ve never been to Vegas, but there’s slot machines and video poker/blackjack machines in Pennsylvania now.

Over Christmas, I managed to lose EVERY CENT I brought with me for the week. I had to use my credit card for everything during my visit. =( Teach me how to NOT gamble, please?
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Jenn Reply:

I have a highly effective method of getting people to not gamble. I slap them.

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8 nicopolitan October 21, 2009 at 11:21 am

It’s not so bad if you consider people who suck at gambling but love to do it anyway, so at least you’re one step ahead.

1. Vegas is full of people, simply turn to your left and say “hi” to someone also holding a drink. Bam, instant friend.

2. Gambling is in everyone. You just gotta “feel” it.

3. Usually at the club that is installed in any given hotel casino — but I hear you have to wear nice shoes to get in.
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Jenn Reply:

I don’t “feel” it yet.

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9 phampants October 21, 2009 at 11:22 am

you are adorable
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Jenn Reply:

Thanks.

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10 andhari October 21, 2009 at 12:45 pm

I can’t gamble either, how about we stick to partying and chillin in the pool, no? :D
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Jenn Reply:

I’ll beat you there! I had a great time by the pools! I’d go back for those in a heart beat :)

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11 Nora October 21, 2009 at 1:50 pm

I once bought the Eiffel Tower full of a mixed drink at Paris in Vegas. It was well worth the $10 for it and we got a huge platic Eiffel Tower. I don’t think any of us kept them, but it was fun while it lasted! I’m not much of a gambler either. I’ve been to Vegas FOUR times and have yet to approach a table. Maybe next time, if there is a next time…
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Jenn Reply:

I don’t think a trip to Vegas is complete without a giant drink. I guess I have to go back.

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12 @mattstratton October 21, 2009 at 4:08 pm

The bit about putting the gum in the fifteen cent ticket is a true story. I witnessed it firsthand. Right before Beatles LOVE started, I saw Jen put her gum in the ticket. I panicked and said “Um, that was just MONEY you put your gum in!”

She then reassured me it was only fifteen cents.
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Jenn Reply:

Thanks for being my witness. It makes it funnier that you were there to witness my gum removal.

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13 @mattstratton October 21, 2009 at 6:51 pm

Oh, and next year at BWE I’ll teach you how to gamble. I seriously was *this close* to giving you a hundo to sit down at a blackjack table with me to learn. But then I stopped myself since I hadn’t won much yet, plus I didn’t know if you actually would have wanted to play :)

Incidentally, I’m up about a grand for this trip. Plus, I got a $200 Mandalay Bay gift cert from going to some session on Sunday afternoon, so I only have to pay for one night of my room.

This is NOT how my Vegas trips usually go, though.
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Jenn Reply:

You did really well! Congrats!

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14 Jonathan October 22, 2009 at 7:06 am

I went to Reno once with my cousin and Uncle. The standout memory for me was being assessed on-sight at the bar by several high class prostitutes :)
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Jenn Reply:

Well that’s better than the back-up prostitutes.

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15 Katy October 22, 2009 at 1:12 pm

I have never been to Las Vegas.
I think I would stink at gambling, too.
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16 Liz October 22, 2009 at 3:19 pm

I hate gambling. I would much rather save my money to buys shoes/
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17 Liz October 22, 2009 at 3:21 pm

*to buy shoes.

I’m having trouble with sentences today apparently.
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18 Doug October 22, 2009 at 11:59 pm

This post (and many others) is the reason I told the company that they must hire you!!

In case you (or others out there) did not know it…you kick @$$!!

-Jenns kinda somewhat boss (I dont boss people)

PS – I will totally teach you to gamble. What is it going to be? Only really do Craps and Blackjack. Only things you really have a “good” chance at winning $$s at.

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Jenn Reply:

Thanks for the kind words Doug! I think the next retrospective that I’m at should involve casino preparation. Blackjack tables here I come!

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19 You're Lucky I Don't Have a Gun... May 24, 2010 at 3:30 pm

hi- i just discovered your site!

vegas can definitely be overwhelming. if you don’t have something to keep you busy and all you’re doing is losing dollar after dollar, you will quickly be arriving in Suicide City.
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